On 9/30 I did 14.8 miles to a ridge above Elwood Creek. On 10/1 I did 22.9 miles above the middle fork of the Conjeos River. On 10/2 I did 25.1 miles to a ridgeline above HWY 17. On 10/3 I did 6.6 miles to Cumbress Pass.
Listen to “Step Out” by Jose Gonzalez. I don’t know what happens next but I know there is only one direction to move and that’s forward. There may be some bumps in the road and wrong turns here and there but isn’t that apart of it all? There is two ways of looking at the unknown, its either terrifying or an amazing ride.
While I was down in the valley in Pagosa I looked up into the mountains and saw a nasty storm engulfing the ridgelines I was on that morning. I cannot stress how lucky I have been with weather and have just happened to be resupplying in town everytime a storm system rolled in. When I left Pagosa I entered the low San Juan's. This is an odd nomenclature because I was still above tree line for a majority of the hike; granted I never broke 13,000 feet, but I would’t describe these mountains as “low". Maybe they should be called slightly lower San Juan Mountains. The weather window for my last leg of the trail was open. The lows were in the 20s and the highs were in the 50s and it was unbelievably windy as I was crossing the ridgelines but there weren’t any storms heading my way. The wind was so bad I couldn't even hear the thoughts in my head and the idea of walking before or after dawn and dusk was completely out of the question.
This was my last stretch and my rule for ending a trail is to treat it like any other section. The only change I made was to pack out a beer for every night. It was only a 3.5 day carry so I figured I could handle the extra weight and felt the last few days were worth a small celebration. When I left Pagosa I ran into one other hiker but besides that I was by myself the entire time. I wandered slowly across the mountains. Taking my time and taking long breaks, just savoring the experience.
These mountains turned me back in late May and it’s really cool to be back in them now, just strolling through them without a care in the world. I know its super cliche but both the mountains and I have changed dramatically from May to now. On the last night on trail I hiked into dusk to watch my last sunset over the New Mexico mesas in the distance. I heard a wolf howl under the ridge I was walking. Not sure what that means but I'm going to take it as a sign of good luck. I got up a little early to enjoy first light and casually walked to Cumbress pass to meet my footsteps where I got off and flipped in late may.
On October 3rd at 8:31am I completed my CDT hike over 138 days and 2,851.4 miles.
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Well I have completed another trail and I’m now a triple crowner (I still hate that word). I have walked over 7,700 miles on the three trails so I guess I should be enlightened by now but I somehow passed GO without collecting my 200 dollars.
This trail was special for so many reasons, physically it was demanding and beautiful, it tested my mental stamina and broke me down emotionally on multiple occasions but it also helped me pick the pieces back up.
I dont have any inspirational quotes to share this time around. It was a highly personal journey where I purposefully isolated myself on the trail to reflect on my life and meditate.
At the end of this journey the only thing I can say is that I am okay with everything that has happened in my life up to now and I’m going to be okay with everything that happens afterwards. Did I need to hike a long trail to have that awareness? No I didn't, but I’m okay with that.
Take care, Thanks for reading, and keep your down dry.
Samson-The-Bear